Six

" People who truly loved once are far more likely to love again. Sam, do you think there's someone out there you could love as much as your wife? "

" Well, Dr. Marcia Fieldstone, that's hard to imagine. "

" What are you going to do? "

" Well, I'm gonna get out of bed every morning... breath in and out all day long. Then, after a while I won't have to remind myself to get out of bed every morning and breath in and out... and, then after a while, I won't have to think about how I had it great and perfect for a while. "

" Tell me what was so special about your wife? "

" Well, how long is your program? Well, it was a million tiny little things that, when you added them all up, they meant we were suppose to be together... and I knew it. I knew it the very first time I touched her. It was like coming home... only to no home I'd ever known... I was just taking her hand to help her out of a car and I knew. It was like... magic. "

That is how it feels, isn't it?

To get by, without Them. And, even if there isn't a "Them" that is still how it feels, to not have love and to continue without it.

It's the sense of knowing that one day, it will become normal to feel so heart broken.

This does not make me sad.

It makes me feel frail.